(the texts maybe aggressive a bit..but who cares?)

Damn! Why my emotion these day is full of shit??
OMG! I can't believe myself is being so EMO these days...

But everything happened must have reasons behind...is because of u all!!!
I'm so tired with you all, can't you all do things seriously, clearly and completely???
I already divided all the task..so simple. Just do-->combine-->send to me.

What's so difficult...A BIG SHIT!!!

I"M SO SICK OF IT.I HATE THIS FEELING.SO PLEASE DO MAKE IT RIGHT FOR ALL OF US
FOR THE SAKE OF EVERYONE>>>

God, do tell me what I've done to let me be a group with them~

I don't know how to continue like this...I'm so frustrating now!!!!!!

Will I fall a sick if me continue hiding my feeling~

Alright, just give me once will do...

Maybe just lost all the memory after recovered, and i don't want to remember any of them!!

I'm really tired already...but when i think how my parents want me to have a Degree Cert. I wouldn't mind to be go through all of this...Master after Degree(no more IT course, only Bus. ok?)

I really enjoying express all my feeling by text. 

是不是没有机会了？
很想忘记，可是我没办法~

因为我的胆怯，怕自己受到伤害--被拒绝；所以不敢把真心话说出。

你也有喜欢的人了，我只能默默地，远远地望着你。

天啊！！自己终于有这么一天了~
心情：很郁闷呢！

Today~
I always feel i m comfortable to talk with him,but i don't want to become just friends with him...
Sometimes i think he act like showing sympathy on me, but i don't need this...really!
I wish i can meet him everyday, just a smile from him will do...i m not wishing too much right?
I can't wish them all the best...because honestly i m not agree with their status...however i click it but not sincerely at all.
My friend said we are like dating couple...so sweet indeed! I LIKE THIS!!
Somehow everything is depend on FATE.
Though i m going to take an action IF i have a chance to do that...despite all the  barriers & people's gossip.
Now i understood this kind of feeling~If we are determined no fate...then i wish i can someone like you :)
I HOPE SO~~~

I hate this part right here!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why not this feeling disappear from my mind...
I can't do this...i'm not capable!! Useless!
OK,i 'll try to calm down and forget everything~
Maybe i'm the one who think too much.
But why i can feel u, can dream u, that's ridiculous k?
Am i the only one who is one-sided love?
By the way, i don't feel embarrassed for being like this..
This is going to take some time to back to normal~
Now, follow me take a deep breath!